Sometimes, you don't realize how much something has become part of your everyday life until it's time to say goodbye.
Sometime around the middle of 2025, I joined Sombras Eternas (SXE), a Roblox clan. What started as another adventure in the world of Roblox turned into more than a year of memories, friendships, laughter, and some pretty crazy moments. LOL!
By then, I had already discovered the Roblox dance club scene, and joining SXE introduced me to even more people and experiences.
There were dance parties, club nights, special events, themed outfits, screenshots, and plenty of moments that had me laughing at my computer screen. I met people from different places and backgrounds, and some became friends I genuinely enjoyed spending time with.
Of course, there were the occasional shenanigans. This is Roblox, after all! 😂
But somewhere along the way, things started to feel different.
Some of the people I had gotten to know moved on. Others weren't around as much. With my work schedule and real-life responsibilities, I couldn't always participate in everything, and eventually, I began feeling a little disconnected from the group.
I missed the way things used to be.
I thought about leaving more than once, but it wasn't an easy decision. When you've spent over a year being part of something, you don't just walk away without thinking about the people and memories you're leaving behind.
On October 30, 2026, I finally decided it was time.
I posted my goodbye to the clan and sent a personal message to Ryn. I'm not going to pretend it wasn't emotional, because it was. I even shed a few tears.
But leaving SXE doesn't erase everything that came before it.
I still have the screenshots, the videos, the funny stories, and the memories of nights spent laughing, dancing, and hanging out with friends. Those are the things I want to remember.
And I'm grateful for the people who made those experiences special.
So, after more than a year, my chapter with Sombras Eternas has come to an end.
I'm officially clanless again! LOL!
But I'm still Jenda. Still playing Roblox, still exploring new places, still dancing, and still finding myself in situations that make absolutely no sense. 😂
Thank you, SXE, for the memories. ❤️
Here's to the friendships, the laughter, and whatever adventures come next.